I can't figure out if I'm depressed or what.
I'm fundamentally different from those around me.
It takes a lot to make me laugh. Like, really laugh. Most people get a forced laugh out of me most of the time.
...does everyone just do that?
Do I have a shitty sense of humour?
I don't know.
I know I feel really uncomfortable often because I'm not naturally laughing or giggling along with everyone else. And I don't know why.
I feel kind of broken.