I don't really... know how to talk about this.
I don't feel like doing school. It holds no importance for me anymore. It's just a thing. I don't really care.
I'm missing classes because I can't get my ass out of bed at 11am.
This is really ridiculous. I don't really give a fuck though. Like I'm kinda doing the work, but it holds no meaning for me. I would rather sink into a hole.
I wonder if I'm depressed again/still/whatever. But I don't really feel it.
In fact, skipping class doesn't even make me nervous. There must be something going on, like- I just don't care.
I don't know why or what it means.