3.28.2007

enough.

Is there a point that we are supposed to just give up trying to fix ourselves? Are we expected to settle for something less than everyone else?

Someone else gets to say when my medication is working well enough and therefore they get to declare when I am content enough. Not me. There is only so much that I can do to be healthy and happy. Unfortunately, drugs are a key part of my mental health. They do play a major role in my happiness. I hate it, but it's the truth. It's why I have grown to hate them. I've plateaued and I wonder how long it will be until my doctor says "enough".